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9.02.2009, 22:08
I have been doing some serious thinking this 'feel' days, as i got nth better to do anyway. Being good to others does not bring any good to you. Many ppl ard me proved it to me. However i believed tt being good to ppl who appreciate it is worth it. Hai this is contradicting. Who would appreciate you then? Even if they do, but i doubt, will they say it out? hmm..I have been eating and eating, i suppose this is another symptoms of depression other than thinking of death! hai life's hard.
How i wish i am living in a drama, everything is plotted carefully by the script writer, directed by the director, So i know what's next in my life. I'll know why i appear in the story, i will know what to do, i will hv someone to direct me as well. I wont feel lost, i wont have times when i doubt myself for living in this world. Thus i wont live life aimlessly.
Anyway, i think i have been writting short posts all the time, so i shall make this a long one. Like any other blogger, let me post abt my day then.
This is like 5 days ago? Eliz, kylie and i went to ikea to have a farewell 'party' with her.
The beds are so comfy thr.
The unglam of Ahma.
Dont kill me for posting this. And we made videos too, just, too unglam to show anyw its nt w me oso. :PAnd the past few days i dont rmb wad i am doing, so, today, went out with eliz for movie. Catched Year one. Its not as good as i thought. But some funny scenes made me LOL. Like the rope part. Theres some scense adopted from the bible, like the tree of knowledge and the cain and abel and abraham sacrificing the son. Erm but they sort of made some scenes into a joke. Anyw good for a laugh. Trained down to bishan, i tot i wont be going thr for 4months but i did! then bused to ikea aftwards, ate all times fave chickeen wings!! And we went there in memorial of kylie the fool. Erm, eliz said it. but Choi!~ And Eliz finally brought her box...
Hmm i suppose this is long enough...