I am now doing something i am not suppsoe to be doing after finishing one pathetic A1 drawing. How i wish what i imagine in my head can be drawn straight on a piece of paper w/o using my hands, like through some magic or psychic powers. oh how i wish& how i wish...... thrs such a thing.

I love to draw i love to draw, but not lines& lines& lotsa lines...

there's like 1,2,3,4,5 more A1s to go and 2 more to trace w pens. And i finished only one piece in like 4hours. so tmr i can do maybe 3, and the day after another 3 and the next following day 1 more and den do some touch up.

But i am so not in the mood... anyw i dont hv to finsh all 7 drawings by monday waht!!

kay, i am contradicting myself, just trying to make myself go into the mood... but i feel like going shopping now, i mean tmr...

but still, i am doing what i am not suppose to do now!

Watched some repeated drama on 8 just now, and it kinda makes me feel the unjustice-ness in this world. So what if the criminals were caught, the victims already got hurt- be it physically or mentally, it will stay with them for the rest of their life; its more torturing then being hung dead. Its just no fair...

Let the flood drown us all. just like noah's ark in the bible.