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1.07.2009, 22:07
I cut and straightened my hair :(initially, i tot of keeping it long, but i kept having headache especially at night, so CNTH! i decided to cut!
ok no link...
Anyway, busy doing my model these few daysss and de daysss coming. No feeling of the coming new year festive yet. Other then getting angpows, i don not really look forward to see my relatives at all. Maybe bcox i am jealous :(
I am a sad and naughty kid,
i am not a good kid,
i made mommy angry,
she feels sad,
and that hurts me,
but she do not know tt her words hurt me too.
We cant seem to communicate well,
she do not understand how i am feeling,
but i do understand how she is feeling,
just that i do not know how to convey the msg tt i uds!
thats no fair.
she do not want to listen to my reasons,
she thinks it's nonsense!
but that's from my heart.
We quarrel once i said something wrong,
i ignored her when she say things tt i do not like to hear,
and we quarrel over that too!
She's angry over a small thing,
she nag and nag and nag.
I do not hate her,
but she seems to dislike me.
Im sorry,
pls forgive me for being childish and stubborn.
self-control.
i must not lose my temper easily.
i must smile even when i dont feel like it.
:(