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5.27.2008, 18:16
Went to Holland V, And ate nasilemak for my brunch. Den cabed down to sch cox we gonna be late if we take bus. Its very lame, as we only go thr for less den an hr, the rest of the time is to help clear the chairs in T523 and pin up our work properly. Its more of playing then helping for me.On the way home, it rained heavily. I sat right in the front on the second deck non aircon bus, The rain keep splating into the bus so i closed the window. And i had a bad feeling as i watched the rain continue to splat onto the front window, the vision from within became blurr, it feels as if the world is coming to an end soon. Out of the norms, i thought of the szechuan earthquake, which killed many people & destroyed many houses. What's happening to the earth? A sense of insecurity... and i realised, i am... afraid of death.