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10.12.2007, 23:36
Look i am blogging again. why why? tell me why? because i am lazy to start work again. after dinner, my whole body becomes so heavy, as if i ate an elephant. 1,2, ... 12 more days to my 1st paper. yet here am i slacking. dillydallying thru my tys. what more, i feel as if i am going through all this alone. though i noe my god is seeing me through, but still i am a human, i need some physical support. my idiotic bro is always pouring cold water on me. cursing me. whatever shit he is, he didnt do that well afterall. i am tired of tys. yes i havent even begin this battle and i am alr tired. i need some strength from whoever that can give me. i think i have rest enough yet i dono what to do next. every morning i am dragging myself to wake up. where is that discipline and motivation? can you come back? just few days left. i cant afford to waste every single hours, minutes and seconds. pls hold me through.misses.