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9.20.2007, 17:53
ok i havent been online since the begining of the week. Results are given back to us. i suppose most of the papers are given back except for eng p1 n art. and i did so badly once agn. only one sub i did improve overall. i got 1 A, 1 B, the rest are still Cs and Fs. Haiyo. what more can i do?God gave me an integrity check today. What a so not 'Right' time! Just one mark to a B4 for my science. i struggle to go up to the teacher when a mistake was found on my pathetic chem paper. i still did in the end when i so Not feel like telling. whats over is over i shall not ponder over it to mk myself feel ARGGGGGGGG!!!!! IIIDioT!
Chiong Art from mon till today. hmm actually i didnt chiong la. i alr almost done with my work on monday. stayed back to help a little. its been long since i stay out in school till 7 gonna 8pm. the night school looks so beautiful. i cant stop myself from taking pictures. but the pictures wont be as nice as using your bare eyes to see lah.
23rd sept, i marked this day on my calendar, where intensive mugging begins. 4 weeks 2 days to my 1st paper. another 4 weeks and my O lvl will be over! waiting for this day.
8 weeks to go! i can do it! pathetic self encouragement. lol.
I controlled my emotions today.
Nv show the weak side of me. Never.