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8.13.2007, 22:25
And again, i was being reminded and asked about the past.the unglamed past that no one wish to be reminded.
the hiddened truth, when can it be let out?
The first day of the 7th month gate opened.
Though deep within me,i dont wish to believe this,
but, i must admit that my father went to that place long ago.
the crudeful wish that i could see him once again
ponder upon my heart.
how i wish he didnt went for that op 6 years ago.
now that i recall, i start to feel angry again.
there is so many things i wish to do with him,
for him and the love i longed for.
i never had that chance.
even though i know that he wasnt those kind of perfect dad,
that would bring their children out on sundays,
but at least i wouldnt feel insecure.
missing you.