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5.25.2007, 21:02
This Week i so tiring.tog holiday has begins,
But im losing hope.
After seeing all the hopeless results i get.
I m the worst among all.
it makes me dono whr to begins.
Cox the things i need to do is too much.
I once believe that when God take away omething frm you,
he will definitely give you something else, something better.
But now, he has taken away alot from me,
Good friends,
my family,
and did not give me anything.
No talent,
not good academically.
no happy family.
instead, he made me starts to hate everyone ard me.
no one seems true to me. everyone is like an enemy in my eyes.
Im guarding eveyone that wants to come close to me.
the insecurity in my heart became stronger.
The door in my heart is never opened to anyone.
The fear gets stronger. Fear of rejections,
Fear of being looked down, Fear of losing,
Fear of accepting the truth.