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5.14.2007, 16:21
Anticipating disappointments.Got back a few test papers.
it's true the higher hope u hv,
the greater fall you'll get.
At least one of it,
which i put in the most effort,
turn out to be kinda satisfying.
however,
I was expecting an A2 for my M.T.
But now, a B4 is better than a C5!
i'hv done my best,
but i didnt hit what i want.
instead, it hit me hard and
wake me up frm my lalaland.
And bring me to my worst nightmare.
I HAVE ONLY 2 more WEEKS to MY CHINESE O'LEVEL!
And now hoping for a minimum of A2 is too far,
cox i exceeded the minimum for my CT.
How i wish thr's someone thr listening to me.
i tell my mum abt the results,
instead of getting consoled,
she turned ard and asked me,
"what have you been learning?"
my heart sank deeper now.
Thr's still social studies,
english,
mathematics,
POA,
& ART.
awaiting4 me to go to school tmr to collect them!
Early this morning,
i tot i would lose my appetite after getting back the results,
instead, i got more hungry.
Maybe eating can mk me forget the unhappy?
hah! then tt's a bad thing!
next week is 2.4day.
i still gotta run.
if my weight increase now,
how m i to improve on my timing?
i was discouraged once,
cox i was sick the day before,
as my excuse.
but now, no such excuses.