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4.20.2007, 16:07
I am growing fatter! Oh no!! i can see my stupid tummy. I have been eating alot since this begining of the year. Shit! i must stop eating! okay maybe its because of all those stress that makes me hungry like every hour. i m feeling like a food machine! Neway. its finally the end of the week. i can finally have some good rest on sat & sun. School not tt great. Every lesson adds stress to me. Making me unable to even laugh alot or smile. I brought home all my ten yr series. hopefull i could finish all of them b4 Olvl comes. And my mum said something tt makes me feel xtra stressed up last night. She wants me to go to JC with 8 points! And tts her only wish! shes like putting too much hope on me, tt makes me feel the more i shouldnt let her down. But i know my limits. Even when i do 3 exercises of chinese papers, i can get the most b4! and i didnt hv much time left i think. A2 seems so far awy frm me. Tog my physics is improving, but my chemistry is no where near a pass! My sec4 maths work is okay, but my foundation is not tt good, which makes me worried tt it might affect my overall! i cant effort to lose even 1 mark! All this worries is enuf to turn my black hair all white! i must find something to destress now.Labels: Fat and Stress.