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4.25.2007, 19:18
After the rain, the sky is so clear, it gives me a feeling of Peace. Its like nothing bad would ever happens, even if it does, thr's someone protecting us. How great is that.My Fever is gone, and here comes Flu and cough. Thank god i told the doctor i had flu and cough on the day i went to see him, when actually i dont really have. so know i will have to suffer frm the cough syrup which i hated the most, especially the red or the pink ones! The green one taste like mint, which is still ok for me, but i think im too old to have tt.
I felt as if i had just finished a 4 days Holiday. haha how previledge. im the only one. Today school to me is like a waste of time, i would rather study alone at home, which i did on the second day of my MC. Im still feeling rather weak before and after the torturing 2.4 run, i almost vormit. Which i deprove alot. or shld i say bcox i just recover frm fever? its so discouraging. like i finally improved on the timing and now, i lost the spirit to run agn. LOL. Dono if i can mk it agn on the actual one.
I think im a Nut. Im actually counting down to Common test. Its 6 more days! Im not even half way thru anything! I dono how shld i study for my Humanities, cox i don want another big blow! (Which means study till i siao but i still fail.) neither do i know how to study for my POA! my CHEM. All this are my killer papers.
Neway, my mum must have seen the stressed up face on me recently, and she told me tt, its okay if u dont go JC, cox i heard alot ppl say poly is better and easier to look for jobs aft graduated, which i nodded my head vigourously. Then she ends her sentence with, But you get the JC points lar (which is L1R5), then at least wont look 'stupid'.
Then she started sharing one of my cousin, aft a pause, who used to be in the same school as me, she got a JC points and went to poly, so i was saying, she must have harm alot of ppl. cox she's snatching a position in poly with those who can only get into polytechnics. Which means those who can only get into polytechnics are in threat by those idiots who can go JC but dont! What A beast of the world.
My mum is so
contradicting,
& i am so tired.
Labels: peace heal help tired.