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3.11.2007, 01:36
Iambacktopost. Having the weird feeling in me agn. and everytime when i had this feeling, i always wish and hope and pray that someone will call me or talk to me and asked me how am i feeling now. but nv once, someone showed me this kind of sincere concern. I 'll always start thinking of people to call but everytime, i didnt initiate to call em. cox im afraid of rejections i think even if thrs ppl calling me, i'll end up listening to wad she has to say. and so i let my mind go upsidedown, right and left as it wished. Therefore i landed where im today. Misery and upset, tired and lost. When i am so packed with stuff, i wish i had time to rest, i pray tt i dont hv to do it, i hope tt thr isnt such things on earth. But now, i had nth to looked forward for. i had nth much to plan for, and i had no purpose or life instored for me. And i am praying and hoping and wishing that someone can jus ask me out during this holiday.
Labels: hoping wishing and praying.