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1.01.2007, 14:39
okay!its a new year and a new start!
while thinking back,
this year(2006), is a year tt i did the most things compared to last year(2005).
indeed its really challenging to take up new challenges!
lols! but i did, knowing tt its god's plan.
thinking thru from the begining of 2005,
i started off w taking up more sheeps.
like nicole, cass, melissa...
and oso letting go the past wrong experiences.
& a new school rule.
going mids of year,
i became a CL,
taking over yenli to lead my own school.
and its time for us to break up. sobx.
so a new shepherd,
n more sheeps,
yingyng n phoebe.
n in the mids of the year.
i led a very big group.
not knowing how but anyhow.
but thx god for the ppl, for being so supportive.
ppl like zyann pris py eunice.
during june camp,
i even get to know more abt the ppl in my cg.
ppl like eunice, py, pras.
after going thru 10-12 cgs together,
god decided to split us into two cgs.
it was tough at first.
aft so long of fellowshipping in big grp,
its nt very plesant n confortable to be in small grp.
but kept encouraging myself tt it'll grow.
indeed aft many mths,
it start to grow.
w new ppl,
like stella & ashlyn.
n till now they r still w us.
n Dec camp.
something new agn.
shared a testimony in front of the whole youth.
was scare n nervous,
but i did it.
n thr goes christmas.
at kallang.
w a new sis, rachel.
n then retreatsss.. sian
went thru many,
yet tired to go thru more.
used to be so excited for retreats,
become tired to go for retreats.
time changes,
im changing too.
yet im glad tt im able to do more,
n things i nv did b4.
n soon, school is reopening,
n prelims, Olvl, graduate, den FREEDOM.
n RESULTS.
hell or heaven depends on it.
i became fearful.
tog m excited tt sch is opening.
but fear starts to grow within me.
not wanting to do anything more.
giving myself alternatives, to choose.
yet fearing tt it might nt turn out the way i wanted.
NONONO...
i sud start off a new year w plesant stuffs!
me n my mum decided to put a dollar in my piggybank everyday.
n at the end of 2007,
we'll use the money to buy something we like.
waahhaha..
its so fun saving money.
okay,
wad else?
nth...