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1.24.2007, 17:01
okay its 5pm.
am at home, obviously hurr!
okay today school was as usual,
full of laughters.
much more den the other days.
yeah. especially aft sch,
tok crapss n stuff with my crazy bunch of girls.
anyway.
.
isnt feeling great inside me.
something seems to be bothering me,
yet dono how to solve nor express it out.
dont really like that feeling.
now i dono whr i shld go,
who i shld turn to.
.
things arnt going smoothly in my spiritual life.
which i tog it will bcome normal.
tog i tried to find fault in you.
but thr seems to be none.
you r such a perfect god.
its time to turn back and go back home.
.
was listening to this song on my way home
"come home running"
felt something trying to speak to me.
but all the sins in me.
makes me turned away.
.
what i never ever tot will happen actually happened!