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1.29.2007, 22:05
ok
blogging agn.
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today school was alright.
wasted 90mins slacking cox chow meichee nv come today.
rotting in class.
no MP3s.
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went running wit Eliz.
near my hse.
to slim down.
lols!
and she said shes gonna join crosscountry.
okay.
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anyway.
ihv jux realised that i hv been living in self denied and self pity.
i jux cant get over certain things,
when i think abt it.
it makes my tears roling down.
this is jux so unfair.
why must it be me?
.
I was chatting w my mum.
and she told me abt the operation my dad had in the hospital,
5 years ago.
its all bcox of the stupid doctors and nurses fault!
if i were to be a lawyer one day.
i'll surely sue YOU USELESS BUNCH OF CREATURES!!
ask a STUPID newbie Doc to operate on a major operation!
USE SOME BRAINS YOU ASS!
is my DAD ur guniepig?!
and can you move a patient who jux had an operation on his heart?
USE UR ASS PLS!
ur parents waste so much money on u to take away ur brains & ASS?!?!
I always detest to go to KK hospital!
it always reminds me when i was young,
A pri 4 kid!
going to that damn hospital everyday aft school,
jux to see how YOU USELESS DOCTORS kill my dad?!
Never ever go KK for operations!
u will be hopeless!
.
someone that can walk and work agn,
you killed him.
and take him away!
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so this was how my childhood was.
.
When you are really helpless and going insane.
you will do things that you'll later regret.
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