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1.12.2007, 23:16
havent been blogging for days even since school frm mon to fri. hmm.. i hv been enrolled in the tuition at ___. busy busy studying. im so surprised that im so in the mood of studying. l hv been telling myself nt to start slacking. cox if i were to start, i'll nt stop. hais.. neway. tuition was ok. sci teacher not very experience kind. boys behind so noisy. emaths was ok too, but it wasnt the students who tok alot, but the teacher! he is like using 1hr to talk n share all his experience in life n other 1hr asking us do work! but its great listening to those grandfather's story, help release stress. lols! suppose to end at 7pm today but ended up joining the sec4N class, cox its FOC! n ended up w h/ws too! it was gd as i can revise on sec3 work agn! 2 mth nv c Toa Cah Soh n those formulars, abit rusty le. & the tcher teached us a simple way to rmb some formular. so fulfilling aft finishing those qtns! hmm.. last few days n today, it has been raining non stop! its the monsoon period! due to all the floods created in Dec'06. it will only stop ard Feb, according to our Geog. tcher! n i realised i love raining seasons, except for tt my sch shoes get wet easily, due to the big hole underneath it. when i was waiting for Eliz ytd at the bustop, i looked up the sky, n the raindrops dripping down, it makes me feel happy n relaxed. i wanted to tk out my hp to tk picture, but.. ltr ppl say me siao. hahas! n ltr on aft 5 mins, Eliz still havent cum, so i looked ard agn. n saw the wet tree trunk, n water flowing down, it looks very slippery. feel like touching it. lols but i didnt lar. n took a picture of it actually. n aft 25mins, Eliz still havent come! so i started to panic. n look at all the buses coming in. i see many buses, n the same no. keep coming one aft another, except for 159! im so full of hope (as in if the bus is 159), but aft the front bus went off, n the one behind isnt 159, i lose heart agn. but when i see another bus coming bhind, my hopes comes back agn. All the buses with either '1' '5' or '9', i will stretch my neck to see. n it reminds me of outreaching. we r always so full of hope when we collect a bunch of contacts, n as we SOW on them, n slowly rejections comes, n we lose hope agn. den when one contact suddenly sound interested towards our events, we stretch our heads, scratch our heads, or pulls our hair n hope tt she'll come! yep. nv give up spirit hur. Neway, have lots of h/w too. sci, eng, maths etc.n church tml. gotta wake early agn. n i havent been sleeping for long hours even since sch reopens. my poor eyes. i shall let u rest longer one day! dont worry i wont let u go blind. cox if u ask me to choose to be mute, deaf or blind, i'll definitely not choose going blind! jux imagine, you in a absolutely dark room w/o a single bit of light, u'll not even be afraid, but u'll not know where to go either. n knocking everywhr u goes. tt's so sad. having god whom created the beautiful skies n flowers n trees n . . . but nt having a pair of eyes to see em! im nt looking down on blind ppl, but everytime i see these kind of ppl, i'll hv the urge to want to go n help em, be it crossing the road or direct them to alight at the correct bustop! one day i shall challenge myself to do it! yea! ok!i think its a long one today, cox my hands are tired alr! hmm. alright, stopping alr! bye. update soon agn. |
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